Monica Multer

I found God Oh really, where He was underneath My grandpa’s old apple tree Well isn’t that silly Did you ask him What he was doing Underneath that tree Yep He said he was trying To understand Adam and Eve I don’t know who they are But he said they looked Just like me He said it made him sad That his children Had fallen so far away I told him maybe They would come back some day Did you say anything else I sure did I asked about Grandpa And my old dog Brick God just laughed and said They were happy here But they missed me so God told me To be patient That one-day I would grow up And the world would change He said to me That my soul Would forever remain Then he just got up And smile down at me Gave me an apple And said one last thing I am sorry dear child This is the last time You will ever see me I have a lot of work And no more time for play I have to bring in Adam And bring back Eve Take them from the serpents grasp So they can remember me at last Goodbye my child This is the last time You will ever see me Why I asked But he was already gone The little boy turned to me Unsure and sad Where does God go When he leaves the apple tree Does he find others Or is he just too busy I don’t know I somberly replied But I am sure he is watching And making sure you’re all right

There is something unspeakable beautiful about this water lily. I took this at the Mission San Antonio near King City and it was so gorgeous I had to share it with all of you. The idea of a water lily reminds me very much of that of the lotus flower. This beautiful majestic flower blooming amidst mud, dirt, and grime but yet it retains a radiant beauty that no amount of dirt can damper. Enjoy this, it stands for all of you who do not give up in the face of hardship and shine through no matter the circumstance.

I am off to go pick up my brother from Cal Poly San Luis Obispo. My brother just completed his first year of college which is exciting and I am more excited to spend the summer with him after his long absence. So here we come Cal Poly, we are going to have some fun!

Today I went to a high school graduation. It was pretty thrilling. I also have a new best friend. His name is Sarcasm. He and I go everywhere together. One time, we went to a bonfire on the beach of the ocean. The party was actually not that fun. All they had to eat there was chicken, and who the heck likes chicken??????? Because my friend Sarcasm is so outspoken and hard to control, he made some hurtful but witty comments about the party and the person who threw it. Needless to say, we were shunned. ...

I got to experience something very new to me the other day: acupuncture. It was an interesting experience that I will probably partake in again. My homeopathic doctor recommended getting acupuncture just to see if it helped me at all, so I agreed to try it out. It was a good experience let me say, it didn’t really hurt and was pretty soothing. I was worried when she started putting them on my face though. It is one thing being poked in the arms or legs, but your face? It was alright though. I even had one in my ear and two on the top of my head. It was strange to think about. I do feel like I have gained a new perspective though, I think I know what it feels like to be a pin cushion. I also learned that the pin in your forehead is to help relax people, I thought that was very interesting. ...

A woman stands With a red balloon in her hand She looks tired And lonely Standing there by herself Her only company The little red balloon Some say she is looking for innocence she lost long ago Some claim she is waiting For her little girl To come home Some say she is watching For her husband to return And others say She is just a woman Waiting to grow old She had stood there Each day Since I can remember Always silent Always standing With her little red balloon She doesn’t approach anyone Or utter a word Just silently watching For something untold ...

SAT, ACT and anything of the sort = death. Sorry no time for posts, my future is in the balance.

Oh wolf eyed lover Look into my eyes And know I am not your enemy I am a part of you A dark soul To complete Your hollow entity Dance with me Oh wolf eyed lover Under the dying moon As the deserts burn And the ashes settle Sway with me Like the deserts Treasured flower Let the moon Bear silent witness As the earth stands still Oh wolf eyed lover Howl to the moon When I am gone Call me back When it has been Far too long You won these lands The barren deserts And forsaken lands Oh wolf eyed lover Don’t you see It is no longer A dog’s world But mans We are dying company Hunted and alone We can’t fight them Off forever Together we stand Oh wolf eyed lover The deserts dying flowers Float gently to the ground Where the ashes have settled And there is no longer sand Here we face the moon As our last stand Where once we danced Is now a deserted land Oh wolf eyed lover Can’t you see The world has moved on And left us behind There is no more room For happiness and love Only survival In these hard times Oh wolf eyed lover Don’t you understand This is the end The separation Of you and me Has finally become reality Our entity once whole Ripped to pieces To be no more Oh wolf eyed lover I will wait for you forever Turn on eye to the desert And one ear to the wind To listen for your cry Carried by the moonlight I will dance with the moon Wishing it was you Oh wolf eyed lover Save me a grave Under the cactus tree Where flowers fall And the moon watches As the dust finally settles Together we lay As it was meant to be Separated by life Brought together by death Oh wolf eyed lover

It is an odd thing traveling across the country because I always find myself looking for towns just like Santa Cruz. No matter where I go I always see Santa Cruz in every place I go. I love Santa Cruz because it always feels like home and I hope someday I find a place that makes me feel just as at home as my first love and home, Santa Cruz.