Archive for September, 2009

Rock Pile Art

Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

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One of my hobbies is making rock pile art. It is a lot of fun but can be frustrating at times. Especially when there is a pack of wild little children Hell bent on knocking them over every time you build a new one!

But that isn’t the point. I make rock pile art all over the place. Just spreading a bit of man made beauty.

These are some rock piles that I made on my family’s trip down to Las Vegas. Fun idea, not such a success in reality. But hey, we tried it, that has to count for something doesn’t it? We did see some cool things on our way but five people in a R.V. is just not for me. Say what you want but I would much rather go in a car than an R.V.

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Pause

Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

There is always a pause
Before death finally comes
A moment that lingers
Between so very different worlds
After such labor
And such pain
When the breathing
Becomes so rapid
It screeches out
Screaming its way
Out of your dry mouth
Each breath is an effort
Like no other
As your lungs heave
Trying to keep going
Knowing you are almost there
The race is almost over
Your time has come
As your eyes
Hang open
In deep empty sockets
That have become
As dark as a storm
Watching every movement
Knowing it will be your last
You will ever see
Hoping to find an answer
To all the questions
You still had left
Your fingers twitch desperately
Try to fix
All the things left broken
Your skin prickles
Trying to feel
All that was never known
Your legs become restless
Trying to run that last
Stretch of the race
When suddenly you hear it
The noise you have been waiting for
Dying for inside
A soft yet urgent call
So you let your muscles loosen
And forget about all else
There is nothing left to see
Nothing left to touch
All that is left broken
Shall remain that way forever
And the race
Is finally complete
As your breathing slows
A smile plays
On your cracked lips
You know it is time to go
Then the world seems to stop
Standing on its toes
Then the long pause
And you are no more

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Flan Pac Man

Wednesday, September 9th, 2009

CIMG9831 This was a dessert I had at the Bellagio Hotel in Las Vegas. I made him look like a Pac Man.

Some how this picture is slighty depressing and at the same time makes me laugh until I cry.

If any of you have ever eaten at the buffet at the Bellagio, you know what I am talk about when I say:

YOU CAN NEVER LOOK AT FOOD THE SAME AGAIN!

I don’t know how or why, but this food was the best meal I have ever eaten, and there was every type of food also from sushi, to pasta, to Alaskan crab legs. AMAZING My only regret is that I ate so much food that I didn’t actually eat the fabulous dessert. And they were quite fabulous.

If you haven’t eaten there, you have to. Experience of a life time, I swear by it. Even though we waited in like an hour and a half line. It was so worth it, every second of it.

Just go there, if you are in Vegas, go. Nothing else to say about that.

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Nature’s Beauty

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

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Just some beautiful things in nature, a spider’s web at Pictured Rocks, and a nice sunset at Estes Park

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Stand Up

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

Old bones creak
As I stand
Dust falls
From my heavy shoulders
Raining down
On old wooden floors
Both wood and bone
Creak in protest
Stand up
Come now old one
There is much to be done
Your time hasn’t come
The day still awaits
The birds are still singing
The flowers are blooming
So drop your
Cloak of age
Let if fall
Slip from your shoulders
Once weighed down
By a burden
About knowledge and age
Let it pool on the floor
Step over it
Leave it behind
Stand up
There is much
To be done
Old mistakes to fix
Old friendships to mend
There is time
There is time
Watch the sun fall
And the moon rise
Smell lavender
Dancing in your home
Welcome winter
The coming storm
Open your arms
And scream
To no one
About nothing
Whisper out your misery
Bow to destiny
It’s time to wake up
Leave behind
Your worries
And regrets
Of those you leave behind
Stand up
Smile at death
Greet him nicely
And say
“I have been
waiting for you”
He will smile back at you
And say
“Stand up
there is much work
to be done”

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Colors

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

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I love it when I see colors in everything. Here are some random pictures full of vibrant colors.

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Haikus

Monday, September 7th, 2009

I personally am not a fan of haikus, they don’t mean much to me, but I got bored so here are some little useless haikus of mine.

Uncertainty lives
In the eyes of the wicked
Where sin is just sin

Remember the names
Of the forgotten and lost
For no one else will

Know your hearts true grief
Behold your life’s agonies
There is nothing left

Don’t despair dear child
Monsters bumping in the night
You are not alone

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Publishing my Work

Monday, September 7th, 2009

I think it is about time to start thinking about what I really love. I have been writing since fourth grade. On my birthday during my freshman year I received a book. A nice leather bound, four hundred page journal for me to write in. I decided that what I was going to put in it were two things, one: Poetry, two: Book Ideas.

So since my freshman year I have been writing in this little book here, and the two year mark is coming up on my seventeenth birthday. I am almost done with the book, I have fifty pages left in it. I never thought I would actually get this far with my writing. I never imagined that I would have my own blog, http://www.multer.com/people/monica/, but here I am. I am inching my way toward what I believe is my future.

So here is what I am trying to say. I want to make a book out of my poetry. I have already started self publishing it on my blog, but I want a real book full of my work. I don’t know how or when, but I wanted to share with all of you this idea, that I soon hope will become a reality.

If anyone knows anything about publishing please inform me, because I don’t really know where to start except to have my writing.

What comes next? I am not sure, probably more work. If anyone is interested in my writing please comment, and tell me what you think.

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Sunsets

Monday, September 7th, 2009

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I have seen sunsets all around the country and they are always different. They really are amazing.

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Arnold the Raccoon

Monday, September 7th, 2009

CIMG5084 This is Arnold, he was the baby raccoon we found in Michigan.

His mommy died so we gave him a home and fed him until he was old enough to live on his own.

I miss him. He lived in the Peyser household. He is still out there some where. He was so cute and small.

I was just thinking about him and wanted to wish him well where ever he is.

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