2009

Shout out of the day goes to my bestie, Mackenzie. I love you, thanks for putting up with me and giving me a shoulder to lean on when I need it most!

Great streets of silence Have filled the network of my life In times of necessity Silence overtakes my faint heart Swallowing whole The words so desperately Floating up in bubbles That quiver in their fragile state Whenever words are needed They have failed me The power of that word Falling swiftly, heavily From an uncouth mouth Can change the world In a movement too fast For the eye to register ...

Alright so let me explain. I had an interesting day today, it consisted of several parts: School ( well duh, I go to school everyday) In school I did nothing but worry about the next step of the day. Doctor. Yes I went up to Stanford to go see a Hematologist to check out my blood. This was horrible, I thought I wasn’t getting blood drawn but instead I get there and they saw, Oh, go down to the lab and get blood drawn. I hate doing this, I had four drawn but I have to give credit where credit is due, the woman did a fantastic job. Then we go back up to the office where I meet the doctor. He basically tells me I am not anemic at all, and that isn’t the problem. Which I promptly ask, Then what is? His answer? I don’t know I am just a hematologist. My basic point, my other doctor has been B.S.ing me about being really anemic, I don’t even have to take the pills any more. Little to say, I am pissed out of my mind about wasting my own time, this new doctors time, and my parents money on an untrue diagnosis. Biggest part, I have no idea what is wrong with me and no leads to what happens next. Yeah, story of my life. Next step gets better though, this is why I love my mom ...

I really like this photo for no real reason. Fun stuff during golf.

Shout out of the day goes to Heidi my wondrous new golf buddy!!

Let the paint drip Let it dry Ignore it Walk on it Refuse its existence Deny it the life It was owed Yes It is just that easy One day you will find yourself And stop You stand on hollowed ground Where just a single Red drops stands Old and worn It still remains Hidden but present In a cement jungle Of cross-hatched lies You will stand there And look at that single drop And wonder How could I have let this pass How could I have let These things go so unnoticed Reflected at you In a single drop Are your mistakes ...

This has got to be one of my all time favorite barn pictures, the slanted barn. Well truthfully it is more like a shed out in the middle of nowhere. Still, it was really cool and totally slanted.

Here we are, yet again without a purpose for writing this. I am feeling rather morbid and ill contented so bear with me. I just had kind of a crappy day. Why? I am not really sure. I hate it when you feel like you had a good day but in the end you look back and say, What the Hell, that sucked. That is where I am right now. Individual divided up, my day was alright. I had some fun with Nooshers in Math, and fun but time consuming day in Art. But here I am now thinking to myself, ...

Just a random photo along my travels. Mine is in the middle, yeah for McDonald’s hot chocolate. I survived off of that for a week.

Muahaha, we are the evil traveling buddies disobeying rules across the country! I just thought it would be funny to get this picture, worked out pretty well. Dogs gotta do, what a dogs gotta do.